π From Pain to Love: My Birth Story
I’ll never forget the day I became a mom — a day filled with pain, fear, strength, and the kind of love that changes you forever ππ.
It all began around midnight. My water broke, and in a rush of nerves and excitement, my husband took me to the hospital ππ¨. At first, there was nothing. Just four long hours of waiting in silence. I wasn’t in pain yet, but I knew it was coming.
And then it did. The real contractions hit — sharp, intense, overwhelming. I had set my heart on giving birth naturally, and I was determined to hold on. But the pain… it was more than I ever imagined π£.
I asked for the epidural. I begged. But the midwives kept saying no. I tried to stay strong, breathing through each wave, hour after hour. Finally, after three agonizing hours, they agreed — and I got the relief I had been praying for.
But by then, things had changed. I couldn’t feel anything anymore. When it was time to push, my body wouldn’t respond. I was numb — helpless — and no matter how hard I tried, my baby wouldn’t come. I was scared and so tired π.
At noon, the doctor came in, checked me, and didn’t hesitate. I needed an emergency C-section. Within minutes, I was in the operating room, heart racing. And then, at 12:15 PM, my baby boy came into the world πΆ — needing oxygen, but alive. I didn’t even get to see him right away. He was taken for care, and I just lay there, stunned by everything that had happened.
It took twelve hours — twelve hours between life and death. Twelve hours that I will never forget. The way I was treated still hurts. The feeling of being ignored when I needed help most... I don’t think I’ll ever truly forgive that π.
But from all that pain came my son. My greatest gift. The love of my life. And somehow, through it all, I survived — and I became a mom π€.
To every mom who’s lived a story like this — I see you. And I’m with you.